5.28.2008

"May the testing of your faith produce endurance..."

Today has been terribly rough but I am going to get through it, with the Lord's help. I feel like I never get ahead, things will finally be going well, and then a new set back occurs. Today it was my car. I go to the shop to get my oil changed and my brake light fixed, simple procedure. But noooo, they always have to "take me back to look at something"...I really dread this walk. It seems to occur far too often. This time the upper radiator hose was leaking, whatever that means. All it meant to me was more money...that I don't have to spend. I am desperately trying to save for San Diego, but things keep coming up. I know God has called me there, otherwise I probably would have already given up. I think satan is trying to attack me since the Lord has great things in mind. Whenever conflict occurs, but I push through, it seems like the Lord really comes through with something life-changing.

For some reason I really let "that walk" get to me today...things keep compiling, unexpected expenses keep coming up, but I just have to keep my head high and keep my gaze on the Lord as tough as it might be sometimes. I feel overwhelmed...

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